14 January 2011

I guess it's good to lack some confidence....on my very last drug dosage test, I missed a question :( I have gotten 100's on every drug dosage test up until this one and I got a 93%. I'm thankful that's still passing and it's still technically an A...I'm just irritated that I missed a question. Alas....life will go on and will keep moving forward and I wont even care about this grade because it's only worth 2% of my total grade. Being a perfectionist sometimes can be really hard. I hate that doing well isn't good enough for me at times. I hate that I'm always striving for a better grade and never just happy with what I get. I hate that I judge myself so hard and am so touch on myself. I hold myself to such high standards that it's almost impossible to ever do well enough for my own standards. I need to stop doing this to myself and find a way to be satisfied knowing I did the best I could. I never half-ass anything. I never give less than 100%. Why should I get angry at myself when I did the best I could do? This is something I know I need to work on and hope that I can fix.

I had the very worst migraine I've ever experienced yesterday. It put me out for 4.5 hours. I was in so much pain I was vomiting. It was the worst pain I've ever experienced. I still have slight residual pain this morning. I dont know what brought it on, but man, it was BAD.

On a different note, Sunday is coming up soon and that's my day to be with my girls and go to the Washington Bridal show!! My friend Fiona and her Husband own a company, Poshbooth and it's basically one of those photo booths that they bring to your event and allow your party to get in and take crazy pictures! They started it themselves and it has taken off! Fiona's hubby grabbed me two free tickets to this weekend's event, which saved us $20.00!! I promised to talk it up for her!!! I want them to get lots of business! 

Today is going to be busy for me and if my headache is gone, I'd like to hit up the gym (I know, unusual for me these days). We'll see.....

Thanks for reading and listening to me vent :)